Let me go

It's hard. You just left me. I honestly thought that you couldn't disappoint me that much but you did. I don't ever want to feel like I felt that day. You broke my heart. Thank God, I'm not in that place anymore. When you cry everyday and it's all darkness in your heart. But it's sad anyway, because we don't talk anymore. Sincerely... I don't want to. I don't have any thing to say, we're just to different. And I keep forgetting the good things you made me feel, it's like a dream, that you can remember few seconds of it when you wake up but then you can't anymore. You still try to figure out but you still can't recall... I'm erasing your god part out of my mind. But then you're still there, every single day. Then I remember that we have a history but I also remind myself the painful feelings that you put me trow. I don't think I love you anymore... But I'm not sure because this is just so messed up and you're there everyday. I hate this situation. I need to go, can you just let me go?