Friends, lovers or nothing

I didn't believe in eternal love until the day I looked at you at thought that would be great to spend my life with you. I didn't care about your flaws, I forgot every mistake you made until that day, I was willing to give up my life plans to be with you forever because I loved you. Actually, I still love you (so much). You're like a disease, I can't stop thinking about you and everything you done to me. Although you said you wouldn't abandon me, you did the opposite of that. You just cut me off your life like I don't mean nothing. I know I'm not perfect, but I also know that I'm a good person and I didn't deserve this amount of pain. You could done this in a completely different way, you were so coward. And now, you just ignore me and you stopped talking as well, like I was some random girl that you can just don't say a word. I should not spend my time thinking and writing about you, you just don't deserve my time anymore. I don't care if I'm arrogant or childish, I'm what I am, you can't change up my self. Someday some guy will love me much better than you did. Probably, love me like I loved you, with my flaws included. Because when you love, you love the whole pack you just have to adjust your self, respect and try the another person to be better because we're all to far way from perfect. But until I find that person, I will remain in love with you.

I miss you so much.